I understand completely that i need to take my medicine to not die pretty much, high blood pressure and anxiety sucks, but my doctor did say i could have 1 or 2 drinks and id be fine, so i have an occasional glass of wine. 1 glass. Today i decided to buy some Mikes hard lemonade because its the same alcohol content as the wine does! since today was quite stressful say i figured it would be a nice way to relax. no, my damn luck i drink some of it and have a panic attack!!!!! not from drinking, but just from stress build up and i freaked out.
im super lucky to have my mom though, she helped me calm down and fall asleep to kick the stupid thing, but now my lemonade is warm......
cant even enjoy a simple drink cause of how stressful life is :( how fucking sad is that?
this sucks.....
--me
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