Its been a while.......

Yes my little followers, it has been a while since i have blogged anything.....ive been working as per usual....but also being doing things that i have throughly enjoyed.
Ive hung out with friends, makeing plans for my birthday at the end of the month, helping my mother arround the house.
Havents spoken to people who stress me and out and upset me for a few days, well until tonight. of course the first thing from this person is then jumping my case then they dont respond to shit i say......you got all up in my grill to not respond? are you that butthurt?

IM LIVING MY LIFE!

life is not ment to be spent on a computer all the time, thats not the life i want, it was a life i lived for years and i got bored, so im sorry that this person is upset i dont want the life they have, im sorry i can sit on my ass all day and do nothing while the people i live with do everything. the person i live with cant do barely anything at all.....i have to clean the house - minus dishes and they do their own laundry - i take care of the yard. the dogs is equal share of responsability. cooking, well were both to lazy for that.

im sorry i walk to work, work 40 hours a week, and walk home from work and it tires me out, im sorry but you do not control me anymore, i am free to do as i please and be the person i want to be.

im free to date or not date or just fuck arround with people, or have fun with whomever i want!

im sorry im trying to have some family memories with the family i hardly get to spend time with....

ya know what?

IM NOT SORRY!

so get over it! move on! have a life with friends and family!

its time all people for once get off thier asses and go do something they want to do! weither is just go for a walk or stand outside for no reason at all! I DONT CARE JUST DO IT!

Im gonna go to bars and clubs and whatever other places i can and do what i should have been doing in high school instead of being tied down to one person, or getting higher then fuck like a dumb ass!
oh well im a little slow on the draw there, im still young, dont take my youth away, i want to party (not like an idiot, but just enough) i want to flirt with all the damn people i want to just for the fun of it! AND YES I THINK ITS FUN! I GET SO SMILE AND LAUGH AND ENJOY LIFE!

I have medical problems, and i need to start living as if this day is my last for everyday cause it damn well could be!

ok....im done thanks

-- me