It been a while since i last blogged, and that is because life happened and i wasnt able to do it, and life is still kinda happening so i dont know how often i will blog.
Im only doing it now because im really depressed and crying and i have no one, literally no one i can talk to, so i have to write it down.
I always try to stay strong and pretend like everything is ok, like im fine. Im really not, but i have gotten good at putting on a good face or covering up when im upset.
The sad truth to it all is, i dont really have any friends. I have people who talk to me to be nice. People who prolly just put up with me because they have to, I honestly have no idea why JD even loves me and wants to be with me. I question it all the time.
My mom puts up with me because i take care of her. My own family doesnt want anything to do with me.
I havent been on my game i usually play like i normally am and as far as i can tell no one has really noticed or cared.
I try to talk to people who are my "friends" on FB but they usually dont answer me, or they take days to do it, and the sad part is you can see when someone is on and when someone has looked at the message you sent them.
I also just realised i may have posted something to my other blog, but i cant remember my email for it lol great.
My head hurts now, and i dont feel like typing.
-Me
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