I think i am finaly finding out how he feels, slowly yes. I think he does really care for me but hes just as scared as i am to get hurt again. So i suppose thats good, since we are at least on the same level.
We had 2 amazing days together. Lots of fun and bonding. We went through all his movies and he gave me the digital copies so i could have the movies, some were expired but oh well. Got a few i really liked.
We decided from now on that when we buy movies they should be the blue ray/dvd combo because he has a blue ray and i have a standard dvd, so that way we both get the movie.
We did go on the hunt for Scooby doo and zombie island, a movie we both really enjoy, i left it at his house because im over there often enough not to worry about it, i think that surprised him.
As far as everything else, well my health isnt so good, i keep having major pains where my kidneys are, takes my breath away and im in so much pain, even with the pain pills the ER dr had me get.
I dont think the antibiotics are really doing anythin at all. Im miserable.
On a side note, i was surprised at how many views this blog had, i didnt exspect so many, and if there is anyone who is actaully following this blog, thank you - i didnt know my pathetic life and stories were worth much, but hey if you enjoy it all the more power to you, this is mainly for me to vent and put my thoughts out there to hopefully help with my anxiety and keep me sain.
Ive determined that i am strong enough to get tattoos, so i have as of now 4 that i want to get.
1 will be a sister tattoo with my best friend
2 will be dragonflys that i completely love
and the final one will be a memory tattoo for my grandmother who i miss very much. that one will be the last and prolly the most exspencive and painful. but the memory of my grandmother is priceless.
I need to lie down, since im in major pain right now and sitting is not helping anything. so if your following this blog, i shall "talk" to you next time.
--me
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